My Life

hoho~ selepas cubaan pertama yg kurang berjaya, maka aku kuatkan semangat dan terus membuat Cb lagi!! dan hasilnya: mabeles!!!! keluaq2 ja, terus bedal... mmg masyuk~ sedap x hengat dunia~ tapi sebab 2nd time buat, takut x sedap, so buat sikit ja... makan pon share2 je lah... huhuhu~ pasni ingat nak buat Chocolate Sponge cake lah...siap dgn ising skali~ wow! mmg menariklah! hehehehe~ terbaek!!! .......................................................................................... hidup aku hari2, makan, kemas rumah, basuh pinggan mangkuk, pastu masak... x masak lauk, aku wajib masak dessert~ hehehehe~ kiranya, asyik makan je lah... hehehehe... pastu layan kucing2 aku yg gendut2 tuh~ dah la buas! pastu asyik nak gigit tangan aku ja~ sakit la jebon! huhuhu~ dan aktiviti wajib aku gak: Download cita Korea! yg tu mmg x leh miss! hehehehe~ dat's my life! ....................................................................................... dan bila kita ni terlalu free,(samp...

Ya... ketemu lagi kita dalam rancangan masakan Faezah Yg Bosan~ cewwah! hahaahaha.... masa posa dulu x leh nak try mcm2, pastu sibuk dgn konvo la... skang bila free ni, mula la gatal tgn nak buat mcm2 blk.... disebabkan semlm buat pizza, ada la lebihan dough... ni ikut resepi mak... mak kata bleh buat pizza, bun, donut guna dough ni... so alang2 bnyk, kita buat la bun lak.... Ccccccccheck it out!! Ni yang semlm buat... konon2 sosej bun lilit2 la~ sekali x masak da.. tapi habis jgk... yg sos tu, belasah sos pasta ja.. hehehe~ pastu hari ni, kebosanan menyerang kembali, maka terjadilah CB!!! hahahaha~ bukan mencarut ye... tapi Cinnamon BUns! Walah!! I present u, the very first Cinnamon BUns! nampak je cantik... tapi bila tokak, KKRuk!! bunyi gigi belaga dengan kerak dia... hhuhuhu... hangit lagi~ tapi kat bawah dia ja lah.. tp rasanya, dough ni mmg x leh buat buns la... dia punya tekstur mcm dough pizza, x fluffy mcm roti... nanti2 try lain lah... bg cantik & Sedap! baru...

Punyalah mengidam nak buat MOlten Chocolate Cake, akhirnya tercapai jgk.... huhuhuh~ tp sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan, gagal dahulu baru berjaya~ masa dalam oven~ punya lah happy~^_^ Sekali dia muntah da~~~ Bluek~~~~ tapi memang sedap lah menatang ni!!! serius ckp... nanti nak bg perfect lagi, baru tayang kat fb lak... x baik membazir.... kan2? kita sapu atas roti... sedap woh~ after dessert, kita buat savoury plak~ macam yg jual kat kedai tu.. hehehe~ Best lah masak2 ni... cuma yg x best dia, bahan2 mahal nak mampos! dah la x dak duit, pastu asyik maaaaaaasak ja.... lepas ni kena la restrain diri nak masak pape pon... omma, bianhaeyou~ huhuhuhu

the guilt is there                           and yet i chose to ignore and for that i know                                          one day i shall be damned by Him. i know that                                                            and i still choose to be damned because the ANNOYINGNESS is too much to bear.

The longer i stay at home, the longer i fell like i dont want to be teacher..... i guess the problem lies in me... u see, when i was small, i did say that i want to be a teacher,then as i grew older, i change it  to be 'wanting to take TESL degree'... so when i have achieved that target, i suddenly lost my direction.... oh man~ what am i going to do.... i know deep in my heart, i really like to be wth my students, to be somewhat useful... coz i am just an ordinary person with no special skills or what so ever.... i guess that's why i chose to be a teacher....now that i have finished my study, i dont know what to do... i really hope ALLAH will give me some guidance, for me to choose what's meant for me... i even have the thought of taking a second degree in librarianship coz i looove to be buried in books~ but if took that, i need to spend at least another 2 years studying.... well, i dont mind coz i think i would enjoy it... but then again, i just want to be useful in t...

Tanggal 13 Oktober 2010, saat tangan aku menyentuh Fail Skrol, maka berakhirlah pengajianku di UPM secara rasminya... cewah~ ayat x bleh blah...hahahahaha~Both my parents were there including Ismat n Siti... to bad Mamat couldnt join this event... coz i really would like all of them to be there... the day started of with me waiting for them to arrive at upm from Sun Inn hotel.. as soon they arrived, i went to the hall with Mimi by walking.. penat i tell u!!! belum pakai jubah lagi dah berpeluh2... sampai mama pon komplen, kata muka kami nmpk exhausted sgt~ hoho.. sapa la suh semangat sgt jln kaki... before masuk dewan sempat jumpa faz, agnes, hani, cmore,imah... sat sgt... suynn pon x sempat jumpa dgn family~ bila depa pngl je, terus p beratur, nasib sempat snap gmbq dgn Pn.Ju... sambil berjalan masuk dewan tu, mmg nervous x hengat dunia lah! hahaha... mata dok kerling2 gak, cari my parent... tp x la sampai terteleng2 kepala...hehee...jalan2 ke depan, baru tau kami kena duduk barisan 1...

just reached home at 6.30p.m... so lazy to upload pictures... will do that later~ congratulations to myself & the rest of UPM graduates! Good Night!

lagi tiga hari nak konvo, terdemam n flu la plak... adoiyaii...  tisu dah habis dekat 5 peket dah... ni br lepas makan ubat... harap2 sembuh la ye... mari sambung tidoooo...zzzzzzzz~ ni ubat2 hasil pemberian rumate ku sayang, MUnie~ tengs mate! ^^

Masa kat dewan tu, jumpa ramai sangat kawan2... tp ada jugak kengkawan yang macam x berapa nak suka jumpa kita... hmmm... apa nak buat kan... manusia macam tu lah... hal yang kecik boleh plak diwar2kan,ditanak2 jadik besar... last2 putus macam tu je... aku x kisah sgt, tp sayang la... dah kenal lama kot.... adoi la... benci betul bila jadi macam ni.... tapi untuk kwn2 yang lain, yang betul2 happy jumpa aku, aku nak bagitau kat hangpa, "I MISS U GUYS SOOOO MUCH!!!!" Huhuu... rindunya,,, x bergosip sesama... hahaha... mcm2 story terkeluar... too bad that u guys are busy, kalau x, lagi la meletup! hohoo. Namun, dalam dok seronok berjumpa geng2 lama, terjumpa plak tetttttt.... aish,,, perlu ke nmpk dia selalu... boleh x kalau x nmpk sgt?? dulu x la selalu bertembung, sekarang ni, makin menjadi2 plak... sakit hati aku tau... dah la belum betul2 baik, ni luka blk... pastu bleh plak buat x tau... cis! mencik! mencik! mencik!

bila lama x jumpa, pastu tetiba lepak sama2, mmg bnyk cerita... hehehe~ Best lah... bila jumpa Haikal, Ikhwang, Rafi, Ridwang, Amy, Nana, Wakdol, Apai, Razak,Faizal,(hangpa still sempoi cam dulu gak! :))  pastu jumpa lak dgn ex-roommates, Munie,Azira~ saya rasa sangat gembira!!!! sumpah happy! sbb saya dah lama x jumpa depa suma... pastu mmg bersyukur lah tempah bilik dgn Mimi, coz bleh lepak2 dgn Wani, Leen, Suynn, Mek Da... dah lama x sembang2, gosip, gelak x hengat dunia~ hahahahahahahahah~ siap buat posing2 lagi kat Mid.. mmg dasyat lah kami semlm... jalan2 sampai 8 jam, mcm nak terputus urat kaki... hohoho~  mmg duit tu mengalir je mcm air kat sini, especially masa p Korean Town ngan As sama Anis... mau menagis mak aku kalau dia tau... hahahah~ lg dua jam rehersal konvo, pastu lagi 5 hari konvo dah... pasni, entah bila lak bleh jumpa korang suma.... walaupon kita suma jrng jumpa, tp aku akan ingat hangpa suma selama2 nya... x ksah kita dah kenal 4 tahun ke, dua tahun ...