My Life

it wasnt! it turned out to be the worst day of my life! first, i got a phone call from my 'penyelaras Form 3' so i went to see her it turned out that I will be the NEW penyelaras! PK suggested my name coz she'll be giving birth this August damn! ok fine... i think i can still manage it then, i went to class i have no idea what got into this girl a polite gurl turned into a very rude girl she's late almost 30 mins entering the class without saying sorry distributing shirts when i am talking in front as if i am invinsible! my god!!!!!!!!!!!! berapi aku!  nasib baik waktu tinggal 5 min ja aku terus blah keluaq then, i have another class with the monsters~~ they are double hyper, double rude, double talkative at first i scream, i ran after them, i beat them jokingly they laugh, have fun then when i ask them to do work one just simply throw the paper aside and start talking loudly then the Siamese entered the class singing, making noise after i scold them, they ran away wh...

three promising girls so young so full with dream longing for adventure i know i understand i too, once was young  like you... but why?? should u do this thing for i am worry sick of your whereabouts... you and your friends three promising girls... why did you jeopardize your life for that one moment of lust & passion when you can get the whole of it in a matter of time with your future con firm in your hand.... p/s: I AM HONESTLY WORRIED-SICK OF YOU THREE!!! MAMPOS AKU TABOH HANGPA BILA AKU DAPAT NANTI!!!!!! RISAU TAU TAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sesungguhnya, its a dreadful week! why its dreadful u ask? since Sun-Wed, i went back home at 4.30pm...  and for ur extra information,  i went to school at 6.30am...  God knows how tired i am... so today after coming back school,  starving like ghost, icook rice, 2 pots... and fell asleep till 15 mins ago... hahahaha...  i shall fried it later... meetings, finishing the PLBS (those forsaken people are coming again!) really, cant they leave this school alone??  we're doing fine, thank you~ we have so many things to do before the 'pecutan akhir' moment arrive... then, everyday we'll be going back at 3pm... for 2 months straight... luckily during Ramadhan, we finished school at 12.30pm... hehhe just wanna expressed my sense of loneliness and lost... those dreadful feeling!  like inseparable twin, they're stuck with me..... i wonder if there will be a time where i enjoy teaching......... again...................i wonder...................

it started on sun... as usual, the assembly... right when she told that PPD will be coming, i planned to run... so i decided to take wed n thurs off... and use medical check up as a reason... besides i havent went back home for nearly one month... and so off i went to the hospital kuala nerang on thurs... previously i went to court for 'angkat sumpah'.... at hospital, my aunt who worked as a nurse there helped me... the process was smooth and evrything was completed within 4 hours... instead of three days... then the last procedure is to see the doctor... once he took out my x-ray, he said there's something wrong with it.... i felt uneasy... so he asked me to take another x-ray just in case i didnt stand straight... but the result is still the same; my spine bend to right abit... and it look do obvious on the x-ray... and then he dropped the bombshell, he suspect that i have scoliosis @ S-spine... i was speechless... tears brimming my eyes... then he wrote a referral letter...

day 1 bertolak dari sekolah (hari Rabu) destinasi pertama: Lost World of Tambun!! beeeeeeeeeeest! naik kapal 200 darjah,  tengok haiwan (raccoon yg comey)  1st time seeing guinea pigs upclose&personal~  gemok2 belaka~  then rendam2 skit, siap!  terus bertolak ke Cameron!!!! best lah! sejuk macam ais... cakap pun keluar asap... tapi sbb sampai lewat petang, x dak kedai sgt....  so teru check in kat apartment.. no aircond or fan coz its freezing!!  so bloody cold man... bawa selimut pun x cukup... day 2: bgn pagi2 bertolak ke gerai makan dulu nasi lemak dia ok, sambal dia manis,,, *gulp... aku ni dah la pantang skit manis... next destination: strawberry farm!! besaq2 strawberry dia, tapi yg merah2 semua dia lock.. (kedekut betul) bought 2 packs for my mum... siti tried their ice cream.. quite nice... then we went to Bharat Tea House... apparently we went there too early depa x bukak lagi so just snapped a few pictures, then off we go to another pl...