My Life

Raya: Gilo lah raya kali ni... x bergerak aku dari pkl 8 pagi sampai 6.30 petang melayan tetamu yg mai... penat gila! non-stop family & friends mai terjah... habis kek choc & cornflakes... huhuhu... dadih pin hilang gak, naseb baik dan songlap skit sembunyi... hehehe... mlm pun meriah sbb anak murid mak aku mai... elok depa blk, aku pun boom! Zzzzzz..... pagi td mak bgtau, lepas depa blk, mai lagi makcik sedara aku & her family... sian mak aku sensorang melayan... Mianhaeyo omma~~~~  Hari kedua ni lak... x p mana jugak... sbb abah sakit2 badan... kerja keras sgt... aku lak terlantar keletihan & kesakitan... mcm besa, bulanan punya... hai la.... boring betui! nak p jenjalan makan pun x leh... plan nak p kola kedah beraya pun cancel... hhuhuu Merdeka: Yes! hari ni ulang tahun ke-54 negaraku Malaysia merdeka! ramai orang lebihkan raya sampai lupa hari ni merdeka... mmg kita terlalu senang.. x perasan pengorbanan yang dilakukan oleh atok2 kita dulu2... apa pun, aku...

choc hip cookies dgn samperit dah siap... hari ni just kemas bilik and rehat... malam ni sambung dgn cornflakes madu lak... esok balut ketupat adn buat kek~ wah... meriahnya raya ni... hehehehe~ macam2 ada.... kepada ewani yg sedang membaca, bawa blk kuih raya wey, aku konfirm p umah hang sbb x blk umah bulan sept ni... hehehe.... anyway, bulan posa ni, aku rasa bnyk markah yg kena potong... asal time kelas je, mesti aku marah2... maklumlah, 1st time posa as a teacher.. kesabaran x cukup lagi nak hadap bebudak ribena suma tuh... huhuu.... apa pun, harap2, kalau panjang umur, tahun depan kena perbaiki lagi posa aku ni... well, Selamat Hari Raya suma!!!! maaf zahir & batin, andai terkasar bahasa terganas fizikal... heheheh....

who knows that today was another surprise for me... i was having a nice chat with the teachers when suddenly the boys started to cheer on something... boys being boys, so we just ignore.. then the cheers got bigger. i rushed to the window and saw a girl holding up a wooden chair. A FIGHT! and its my class! i ran straight  down to the scene... the class was in a mess.. apparently the kids who ran from camp last months fought... 3 vs 1... i was shocked to see the condition of the victim... she was in complete traumatic and embarrassed... it wasnt a nice fight as they slammed her head against the floor... the wooden chair almost hit her but thank god there are teachers who got there first. she cried, obviously scared and i took her to the 'Bilik Rawatan". her hands were shaking. she kept crying. i waited with her, scared that the other three might attack her. after some time, she told me the reason for their fight... boy. a boy who chose her instead of her friend, a boy who break...

celik je mata, terbaca satu status... 'Thank u kerajaan Malaysia~"... terus buka CIMBClicks... wow! ada duit banyak... hehehe... bonus sudah masyuk... mcm2 kena beli... Alhamdulillah... bonus sampai tepat pada masanya... among the things: Bayar PTPTN... (bg genap angka dia... hehehe) Bateri Laptop (dah dekat 3 bulan x dak bateri... asyik padam je bila blackout T.T) Barangan untuk rumah terbuka Hari Raya Duit raya untuk mama & abah (huhuhu... aku anak yg teruk... baru nak start bagi.. Bianhae appa, omma) Bayar Streamyx (which until today x sampai2 lagi... damn...) Simpanan ASB...(sian dia... dah lama bebenor aku x huluq...) so.... bulan ni, still no extra for me... Liar~ hahahahaha... aku siap beli novel 6 buah lagi, plus another 6 dari sekolah... kekekeke... so mmg cantik bajet aku bulan ni... hopefully bulan depan lagi stabil.... and then i can perform my filial duty.... InsyaALLAH...

achievement? yes. alot. what are they? knowledge.friendship. but not satisfaction.yet. why not? because of those 'angels' who stopped me from being stupidly kind who stopped me from being ignorantly caring who stopped me from being a teacher. why them? not yourself? because i try. really? yes! then? what? give up? no! absolutely no! i love my school! and that's a fact! so, what's with the whine? tired, i guess. wait! just............. FED-UP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

melangkaui umur 24 tiada apa yang berbeza  melainkan menghampiri kematian gembira hanya seketika kemudian .... bosan. ya,... aku bosan dgn hidup di sini semakin lama semakin mual maafkan aku andai coretan ini mencalar perasaan guru-guru yang lain tapi ini yang jujur aku rasakan seumpama tertelan makanan semalam yang pasti membawa rasa kurang enak  memulas-mulas, menarik-narik,  setiap sendi yang ada dalam badan tapi mungkin mual ini hanya sekejap makan ubat lalu ianya hilang aku akan terus menuggu ubat itu penawar mual yang bergelodak dalam sanubariku~

dead tired. really dead tired. even my legs started to give up on me...  Thanks to school, during Ramadhan, we can go back at 12.35pm~ Ahh~~~ i am so happy... coz the period also reduced to 30 mins only~ yesssssss!!! hahahahaa~ i'm so evil...