My Life

soon. it is official. my laptop will die. when? i dont know. but i know, soon. soooooo bloody slow, nak bukak internet pun terkemut2... buka word pun ambik masa dekat 3 min... tera nak taip lagi, mau dok jam saja word tu.... sama jugak dgn internet... loading fb pun dah 5 min.. nak p tab lain lagi 1 min... uhuk2... dulu saat saja... sekarang bila jadi minit, azab!!!!! aduih... kesian lappy aku... sabaq na... mngu depan confirm aku perbaik hang... *UPDATE* yup! mmg masuk kedai laptop aku! huhuhu... melayang $$$~ tapi apapun, demi baby ku itu, aku sanggup daripada dok tgk dia terkemut2...  baik aku p upgrade terus~ so now using my mum's lappy all my bookmark's gone.. forgot to copy it down before sending today... oh well...

writing my blog from my sister's laptop means only one thing............ my laptop is dying~~~~ currently in shop, being repaired... so far the news is not good... hard disk is deteriorating so perhaps its life span may not last long.... uhuk2~ my baby...... what will i do without you.... so, all in all, i can only be cautious, saving all downloaded thing in my external immediately and save all my work in pendrive.... what to do... if one day it simply die... i'm dead!

Pergh~ dead beat! that's two word to describe this month...  everyday is war...  battle to complete JOBS given..  battle with the kids....  battle with the system... Dead tired coming back from the battlefield... sleep like a dead person everyday wake up like a zombie and start the routine all over again.... my last post written on 11th... nervous waiting for the PEOPLE ... whom didnt come until today... perhaps this SUNDAY . ... who knows....  one thing i know, I"M DYING because of the WORKLOADSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!  P/s: Sunday is the last day of teaching for this month coz Monday to Thursday are examinations day~~~~ ^_^

hohoho.tomorrow we shall die... i mean i shall die...  of heartache/humiliation.... coz they are going to come!! well, lets see if 124 will be a happy post or an opposite one......

another full-schedule day... yet my heart feels empty somehow, or rather something makes me feel that way is it me or what? i just dont know... perhpas i forget something but why didnt u remind me? i thought we're friends... but why the silence... why the avoidance... why the shadow gone? i have no idea, seriously. i want to ask but  like i said, i had a full scheduled day not only today but its been two weeks... so if u happened to read this, please remind me what i forget, please forgive me for whatever i forget to notice....

a month of disaster... hahahaha... i think la... coz the PEOPLE will be coming again to our school... seriously la, i just dont understand them... they want the kids to enjoy English, yes! we can do that but definitely the syllabus wont be finished nor they are prepared for the examinations! yet if the school percentage didnt reach 57%, they will start flooding all these schools, questioning why we didnt reach it.... come on la... u want us to achieve 74%??? are u kidding??!! our previous mark was 47% , last year we increased 53 % that should be enough... slow but increase... but noooo~ u want us to shoot straight high up in the sky~ u think we work magic?? our technique would work wonders?? we are just human~~ we will try our best to do what ever we can, but it the end it is up to HIM whether the rezeki is ours or not.... if not, then redha je la... not condemning others... it is so demotivated ok.... so back to February, we shall see, what would the criticism be... pasrah je lah....

that moment arrived again! the moment of craziness!! of dreaming the impossible! shit la! dah siap kot HC aku... perlu ke hang nak tukaq??? bukan senang tau nak cari orang, tambah2 skit markah, kaji sama ada dia lepas gred apa... kalau hang rasa senang sangat, hang sendirik tukar lah! ni x, sesuka sesuki jer keluarkan statement, nak a brp, peratus lulus berapa... tau la nak dapat APC, SBT, tapi perlu ka terus jump tinggi alam tu oi! x leh ka start skit2, langkah baby steps dulu baru la boleh lari... ni x, macam terus lahir nak budak tu terbang dah! gila ka apa??! huh!! geram gila aku!!!!