30 days to the end... + post raya! ^^

kira p mai p mai, lagi 30 hari saja lagi nak PMR.... tolak cuti... haish... rsult percubaan sgt tidak ok... mngu depan ada pemantauan lak... aiseh... lagi sebulan pun nak pantau... now, what;s left is to drill trial questions and hopefully, they are able to answer it properly... after that, its all up to them... 
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anyway, i am sooooo not in the mood to go to school.... still in the mood for raya~ hehehe.... this raya has been so busy, people kept coming three days non stop... me & my mom were exhausted~ by forth day, we then were able to breath... and this holiday was also a shocking one! a truth that slaps everyone in my house... a truth that freaks all of us out... a truth that i always hear or read but never cross in my mind that it can happen to our family too.... 

a TRUTH~  
we are braving through it... all of us... hopefully ALLAH will help us... putting what's right back to its place... i can only pray...

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  1. Ewani IslamAugust 26, 2012 at 7:52 PM

    what happened? did something happen? tangan abah hg cmna? dh ok ka? byk plak soalan kn..huhu.. apa pn yg berlaku,semoga family hg tabah mnghadapinya..

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  2. norfaezahAugust 27, 2012 at 12:39 PM

    hohoho... u will not believe it... aku pun masih x percaya... nanti aku call hang cerita... tangan ayah aku dah ok...dia dok makan pati ikan haruan...

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  3. norfaezahAugust 31, 2012 at 7:05 PM

    and it became worst! now she is so scary~ huhuhu... and we are too... i hope that thing will go away faster... i dont think i can live like this anymore...

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