Camp lagi..... *worried*

This is a second time the camp was being held. and i am worried. why? because i would not want to face the nightmare again! so i had small talk with the girls... hopefully they listen and just hold back till PMR finished... hopefully... anyway, i was appointed as Assistant of Camp Commander...can you believe that!! just because i am single and live near, they expect me to be there 24/7... huh... like i will,,, but since its my duty, i went there every two hours... just to make sure the kids are okay... later will be going again, to take their attendance... just for safety purposes... aish... PMR is just 3 weeks away, and i am soooo worried about their performance... really worried... and this camp is not a good idea actually, because its adhoc and the kids are too tired from the stayback programme already... if i were them, i would have shutdown long time ago.... but then, who i am to complaint... i can just follow, and obey~

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