My Life

Pergh~ dead beat! that's two word to describe this month...  everyday is war...  battle to complete JOBS given..  battle with the kids....  battle with the system... Dead tired coming back from the battlefield... sleep like a dead person everyday wake up like a zombie and start the routine all over again.... my last post written on 11th... nervous waiting for the PEOPLE ... whom didnt come until today... perhaps this SUNDAY . ... who knows....  one thing i know, I"M DYING because of the WORKLOADSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!  P/s: Sunday is the last day of teaching for this month coz Monday to Thursday are examinations day~~~~ ^_^

hohoho.tomorrow we shall die... i mean i shall die...  of heartache/humiliation.... coz they are going to come!! well, lets see if 124 will be a happy post or an opposite one......

another full-schedule day... yet my heart feels empty somehow, or rather something makes me feel that way is it me or what? i just dont know... perhpas i forget something but why didnt u remind me? i thought we're friends... but why the silence... why the avoidance... why the shadow gone? i have no idea, seriously. i want to ask but  like i said, i had a full scheduled day not only today but its been two weeks... so if u happened to read this, please remind me what i forget, please forgive me for whatever i forget to notice....

a month of disaster... hahahaha... i think la... coz the PEOPLE will be coming again to our school... seriously la, i just dont understand them... they want the kids to enjoy English, yes! we can do that but definitely the syllabus wont be finished nor they are prepared for the examinations! yet if the school percentage didnt reach 57%, they will start flooding all these schools, questioning why we didnt reach it.... come on la... u want us to achieve 74%??? are u kidding??!! our previous mark was 47% , last year we increased 53 % that should be enough... slow but increase... but noooo~ u want us to shoot straight high up in the sky~ u think we work magic?? our technique would work wonders?? we are just human~~ we will try our best to do what ever we can, but it the end it is up to HIM whether the rezeki is ours or not.... if not, then redha je la... not condemning others... it is so demotivated ok.... so back to February, we shall see, what would the criticism be... pasrah je lah....