My Life

Selepas dua minggu menjadik pemburu + along , akhirnya aku bleh la tarik nafas lega skit... sumpah! tobat x mau buat dah! uhuk2... sesungguhnya menjadik guru in-charge buat lawatan sangat menyiksakan... dgn kanak2 riang yg sesuka hati tarik diri bila aku dah bayaq duit tiket... mmg mencabar keimanan aku... sabo je lah! esok tinggal lagi 4 orang yg x byr + p IKBN bayar duit sewa bas.. haish... aku sgt fed-up sampai rasa macam x mau p ja... biaq cikgu2 sekalian tu yg p... aku x kesah pun dah... letih aku terkejar2 budak2 mangkuk tu... yg sakit hati tu, budak kelas andai yg buat hal tu... apa kes! nasib baik dah settle... lepas ni lantak p la hangpa... jgn bagi aku jumpa muka hangpa dah la... i wont be nice to you anymore! huh! lepas hari rabu ni, aku syak aku lagi bahagia... semoga perjalanan hari rabu ini berjalan dengan lancar....

hoho~ betapa bahagianya bila hari khamis 14 Oct, aku naik bas dgn ewani, p KL~ hahahaahaha... bye2 sekolah for a while... mmg plan baek punya lah trip ni... aku save duit dua bulan in advanced... asalnya nak p konvo hycarl and the geng ja, skali adik aku pun konvo time tu gak... nasib baik sidang pagi...         Hari Jumaat, kami outing p Mid Valley~ destinasi pertama: SUBWAY! wah~~~~ best gila Tuna Sandwich dia.. mmg marvelous lah! then merayau2 sampai 6 jam cari jeans cik Wani... first time aku tawaf Mid semua kedai, setiap tingkat (kecuali tngkat atas skali)... x jumpa jgk... then, berhenti makan kat Ajumma~ Sam Sam Korean Food! aaaaa... betapa nyamanya tekak bila Kimchi Jiggae yg pedas tu laju turun masuk perut... mmg puas hati lah makan kat situ... then... kawan ewani mai n jalan dgn wani, ao aku dgn Suynn p tengok movie 'What's Your NUmber'~ pergh, i learned A LOT! bout sex... hahahahaha... in a very educational way... then, before going back, again we visited the A

i save my 100th post, hoping to write something nice and happy... but it was just a dream, too difficult to become true...indeed, a bad, terrible news, which i have been anticipated since april... it finally reached to me... direct & bold, from whom his authority would never been question... who am i to say no... despite many reasons i gave, i saw the noose slowly tightening my neck, slow but sure... a nightmare indeed... a nightmare which it will be too difficult to wake up from.... lucky me, a person is there to share my burdensome feeling, somehow gave comfort for this clouded heart... i know i need a miracle to loosen the noose, a miracle, as its name behold, something that is almost impossible to become reality.....i should have kept it to myself, but how can i?? such news, slowly eating me from inside, like acid, burning, destroying, turning everything into ugliness... oh life... would u ever be so kind, to let me smile again? 

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merry christmas~ eh,silap! hehehe.... mana ada krismas... ada hari exam ja~ YEAH!! hahahahaha... start esok, aku x ayh dah ajaq kelas form 3 aku... yahooooooo!!! depa akan start PMR lusa... bukan aku x suka depa, cuma jantung aku dah sampai max dah...dengan karenah depa tu... so, now my dearest heart can rest~ hehehe... ^_^ anyway, i sincerely wished them good luck... my prayers are for those who study and really work hard...  GOOD LUCK MY KIDS!! 파이팅 ! がんばって ！ 祝你好运！