My Life

again, the old turkey buzzard ruined my plan! what is wrong with her??? cant she just left us, do the cooking, if she claimed to be sooooo sick! but nooooooo~ she MUST take out the pan, she MUst lend a hand, she MUst bug us even her fried fish rentung! she just MUst do all that! if this continues, i rather gulp down water for the rest of the Ramadhan! it is such a pity, that me n my dad was planning to cook something,.. he even went out of his way to but the material.. but the only thing we manage to do was marinate it.. that's all... sometimes, i wished that our family is sooo rich, that we get to pay someone to take care of her.. just pay one million, who wouldnt want the money right? then we can have the peace in our life... but then again, it's just a wish~

just when i about to forget, they came back.. myold flames..or i shall say my old crushes... why? i thought that u guys have moved on with your girl... which wasnt me... so u shouldnt be contacting me again... right? then, why? u suddenly send me msgs, sharing songs and funny videos, when i know that u have a gf ady... i'm sorry for being such childish, but i cant be a professional who hides all the pains and befriended u like nothing happened... i cant... and anothe one, *sigh... how should i say this... i really hope that u wouldnt remember the shameful event happened those days.. just remember me b4 it happens... that way, i'll be glad... n please leave me if u r tied to anyone... coz i am me, the childish, jealoused, girl who just to ignorant to accept reality...

was 23 years from today... today is 8th August 2010... i am 23 years old already... somehow i didnt feel that i am at that age, perhaps younger.. hehehehe ^_^... anyhow, woke up super early today... dont know why... msg flooding my walls.. minna, thank u!!! huhuhu~ so many things have happened in this 23 years... me finishing school, me entering matrix, me entering university, now me finished the university ady... waiting for convo... after this, me dont know yet.. what meknows is me want to celebrate Puasa n raya first... hehehe~ well then, salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak~ n Happy Birthday to me~

finally, i can let a breath out calmly... my interview yesterday can be considered a successful one... they ask about english language.. and of course, mesti la pandai goreng2 skit... i took almost half an hour in the room... damn... so long~ well, when it comes to BI, a lot of thing can be datable... so, there we are... she even cut my explanation, coz the time is up... oh well, at least, i know how to answer, kira aci lah... hahahahahaha~ sooooooooooooooooo happy~~~~ ^_^

tomorrow~ May ALLAH bless me.... tomorrow~ May evrything go well... tomorrow~ May the journey of my life is a determined one... tomorrow~ May i grow up and understand the world better.. tomorrow~ May i can smile and smile at all the ridiculous questions thrown... tomorrow~ is another day for me to see my reflection.....