My Life

the class today was extremely fun... in 4M of course... they performed for me.... chin kit and his amazing dance,... obama & minyang - remake of IP man.... beng yau with his robotic cute dance... ryan soon, huei hao, mark andrew with their bobeepbop dance... pingchuan singing my chinese song... and last, me, performing nobody in their class... seriously, i feel like killing myself... *pai seh!!!!! anyway, after this, i have no idea whether the future kids i have will be as fun as them... i will miss them... really... but with 2P, only some of them really care for me... so i just want to keep the nice memory with those who are nice to me only... but then, they're just form 2 kids... maybe sayiing goodbye doesnt meant anything for them.... ah....so much thing will be missed.... suddenly i feel my heart has a little hole already.... *sob sob.....

in three days, i'm officially off the hook of SFI... no more teaching, no more planning the lesson, no more writing the long winding lp ^_^ but then,... no more seeing my sweet students, no more hanging out with the GSTTs at canteen, no more listening to the students crapping, jumping around, doing all the things that tick me off... no more.... should i be sad? should i be happy? i am happy n yet sad... not to the point of crying, but there's something in my heart that wriggles uneasiness... still havent made up my mind whether teaching really suits me... but i will miss them.. despite their ignorance, their immoral attitude, their crap-talk, their ultimate laziness, their fun jokes, DEFINITELY i will miss all that!

yahoo!!! in three weeks i'm officially completed my practical... i know i'llbe missing them but i cant help myself to be happy for this hell months are over! anyway, i still have two weeks left to teach them and they're mood are on off... so i did get depress but thanks to suynn, i recover from the black hole... still, my heart is questioning whether this is my path... well, like miss dzeelfa said, just go with the flow... perhaps in future, i will find it interesting... but if not, i will quit and find other thing to do! hahaha~ ok need to go already... havent finish marking the students book... huhuhu..... all the best faezah!! the torture is going to be over!