the dreadful feelings.......

Many times i suppose i shall be having this feelings
the dreadful ones...
i really need to grow up...
i want to stop being dependent
and start being independent!

each time leaving, i feel sad
though i know the fact
that they are always here for me
still i feel that dreadful feelings..

how i wish i can be numb when 
there are time like this
so i wont show my worries
and make my parents worried over me

ah......i feel so useless
i want to be an adult! 
Damn! ^%&%*%^*^#*(^*#@

Comments

  1. Grimmfez JoJanuary 16, 2011 at 8:38 PM

    life CAN be a nightmare when everyone still treats you like a kid. But growing up to an adult comes with great responsibilities. And before you know, there are so much being placed on your shoulders. Not to say it's bad to be a grown up. Embrace the fact that your loved ones still see you as their precious baby. It helps in times when you are in the deepest valley of your life.

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