a bad day indeed..................... T.T

well, everything started with something which should not been done in the first place... but it happened... and so lead to another heart-tearing-head-exploding-tears-strolling moment.... but then, it doesnt matter,,,,for i know i am not at fault.... though the anger need more time to subside...... still there is hope, i think, for the streamyx will be officially install today... home i rush to... waiting eagerly for the man to arrive.... and then, its done! the moment of anticipation,.... and excitement.... which turned to disappointment... for i learned that megaupload was banned by streamyx! i mean come on! i pay 110 per month, getting the speed of 1Mbs and yet they block the one and only purpose of this installation! now... i am to jump and surf and search... in finding another source for my escapism.... hope... i know u are there... and i will find u.... definitely!

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