ending the school holiday.....

and so, the school holiday reaching its end... and i havent done a slightest work for my teaching next week... damn! why am i soo lazy? i like to teach, and the kids are 'wonderful'... they're just kids... but the thing that i cant stand is the observation... i really hate it.. to be observed and penalized for the things i will be doing in class... i really dont like it at all... and the work load, in term of the lp... gosh~ if only i am a permanent teacher, my lp would be just a paragraph...but i admit, i'm beginning to like teaching... it does give me something, a feeling that i could never experience somewhere else... and i know i would definitely miss them,no matter what is the outcome of my mark, i will miss them.. half of me really want to finish this lp faster, but another half just wishing that i could continue teaching those brats... yeah~ i know, i know... at first i am cursing them, but they are just being plain annoying teenager, just the way i used to be,,, except in different level of brattiness.. (if there is such word)... after all, we are just from different generation of human species..

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