no more~

the class today was extremely fun... in 4M of course... they performed for me.... chin kit and his amazing dance,... obama & minyang - remake of IP man.... beng yau with his robotic cute dance... ryan soon, huei hao, mark andrew with their bobeepbop dance... pingchuan singing my chinese song... and last, me, performing nobody in their class... seriously, i feel like killing myself... *pai seh!!!!! anyway, after this, i have no idea whether the future kids i have will be as fun as them... i will miss them... really... but with 2P, only some of them really care for me... so i just want to keep the nice memory with those who are nice to me only... but then, they're just form 2 kids... maybe sayiing goodbye doesnt meant anything for them.... ah....so much thing will be missed.... suddenly i feel my heart has a little hole already.... *sob sob.....

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