Minggu Kedua di SMK Naka~

Tinggal 5 hari orientasi kat sekolah... mula2 masuk, canggung gila... x tau macam mana nak bawa diri... aku sangat bertuah, sebab pembantu2 tadbir kat sini baik2 belaka... peramah... depa bagitau suh rilek2, makan2... hehehe... PK dgn pengetua plak macam ayah n mak.... sgt comfortable... mcm family... tapi spoiler dia, keja sikit... of course people say that i should be grateful that i can relax but i would love to go to school with a purpose, instead of sitting around doing nothing... really... i just cant stay out too long... ifeel that my butt will somehow explode from sitting too long.... hehehehe.... the second week is even worse coz there's only two days of exam.... today is Sunday so no one comes to school... its so quiet n boring.... Tuesday is another day off.. i was planning to clean up my rental room...but dont know yet for sure bout that... anyway, i'm so bored so i decided to start typing my 'Laporan Kajian Tindakan'... God knows how to do it... so far this school has never received newcomers...n the new teacher last year didnt have to do this thing... so i have no guidance or whatsoever.... wish me luck on that~ ^^

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