minggu yg memenatkan...

sesungguhnya, its a dreadful week!
why its dreadful u ask? since Sun-Wed, i went back home at 4.30pm... 

and for ur extra information, 
i went to school at 6.30am... 
God knows how tired i am...
so today after coming back school, 
starving like ghost, icook rice, 2 pots...
and fell asleep till 15 mins ago...
hahahaha... 
i shall fried it later...

meetings, finishing the PLBS (those forsaken people are coming again!)
really, cant they leave this school alone?? 
we're doing fine, thank you~
we have so many things to do before the 'pecutan akhir' moment arrive...
then, everyday we'll be going back at 3pm...
for 2 months straight...
luckily during Ramadhan, we finished school at 12.30pm... hehhe
just wanna expressed my sense of loneliness
and lost... those dreadful feeling! 
like inseparable twin, they're stuck with me.....
i wonder if there will be a time where i enjoy teaching.........



again...................i wonder...................

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