dub dab dub dab~ huh...

pergh... balik dari meeting tadi terus rasa nervous... nak kata baru, ni second time dah... maybe sebab cuti lama sangat kot.. rasa cam nak terpitam ja bila dengar amanat2 utk tahun 2012... walhal, kalau banding dengan tahun lepas, banyak lagi highlight dalam takwim tahun lepas... tapi tetiba ja perasaan ni muncul... ish, x suka lah! seriously, i wanna start next year with at least a good mood.. a good feeling... then i know what's spoiling it...

1. there will be observation on the first day.. 10 people will be observed! ( God how i hate observation! i even doa last year to avoid from being observed)

2. i am entrust to be (again) a class teacher, to the same class... and will be teaching english to form 3, form 4 and form 5 students! dammit! how can i separate my mind, thoughts and everything else... do they expect me to switch just like that when i enter form 3 class, then suddenly switch back to form 4 mode in less than 5 mins? r u kidding me????!!! 

i am seriously in distress! ultimate headache and nerve-wrecking state!

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  1. Ewani IslamDecember 28, 2011 at 3:03 AM

    same goes to me..i've to teach form 5 & form 2..2 different formats!

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  2. norfaezahDecember 28, 2011 at 7:10 AM

    huhuhu... two different formats and both exam classes... ni bermakna, hampir semua meeting aku kena p, kem akademik mesti x terlepas langsung... huhuhu... mencik aih...

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