i fail.....................

of becoming a human..
of being a sister............
of being the  eldest.....
of being a daughter.......
and the latest,
of being a friend.........

me and my bloody.........
*sigh* why cant i be like other people
who can just switch to such good and comfortable-with personality
then perhaps, all of the failure will go away...
fakers are hated, so does pretenders...
but the same goes to one stupid-honest-with-no-boundaries person
like me.

Comments

  1. Ewani IslamDecember 2, 2011 at 12:53 PM

    awat weh? semacam ja hg ni..pg2 dh sedih..huhu..relax2..aku tgk hg baik ja..hg dh ckup baik dh..yg pnting, u r not fake..smile! :)

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  2. norfaezahDecember 3, 2011 at 1:41 PM

    you dont know how much that means too me..... huhuhu... thank you ewani! you are indeed my truly good friend! ^_^

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