Day One~

as we walk to the school, the students look at us with curious face... as we enter the school, they started to call us teacher... a bit shocking but still can be accepted... then it was assembly time... we were called to the stage adn been introduced to the whole school... a bit of unexpected but the GPK 1 was very diplomatic when introducing us... then we were given the classes and asked to look for the teachers... suynn's teacher was reluctant and uncooperative because she gave suynn freedom to teach whatever she liked and no materials or guidelines given.. thank god my teacher was very friendly and helpful... she even gave me the potato people's book, new lit. book, topics to cover and even advises on how to handle the students.... however, we still haven't met our form 4 teacher at the moment... so we spend the whole day exploring the school, getting to know the teachers and the students and wait for the time to end... 10 mins before the school ends, our teacher arrived. but since he is busy, we will meet him tomorrow and discuss further about the classes... and so the day ends...
but it leaves me with an uncomfortable feeling because i am so nervous about my voice... when i am scared, my voice tend to become soft and suynn said that i look scared of the teacher... i am scared of them... scared that they will look down on me, seeing that i am not that incompetent in english... even the form 4 teacher, rev. micheal speaks with British accent! i know that i can teach but its just that i am scared of the class control thingy.... i really hope that i can manage the class... i wish that i can become like suynn... she is so confident... n her face does not even shows that she is nervous... ALLAH.... i pray to you... please help me in giving me strength in handling them... i really want to do my best!