Rasa Macam Nak Mati~

tu la... gatai sgt nak p belek lesson plan senior... skali terkejut terus headache... huhuhu... x ku sangka begitu susah nak mengajar english... dulu aku blajaq senang ja... huhuhu mati la aku... aku ni dah la kreatif, malas plak tu... ish2... harap2 lulus la praktikal kali ni... x mau repeat... xmau... tolong lah permudahkan pekerjaan aku ya ALLAH..... takut rasanya nak jejak kai masuk sekolah isnin ni...
rasa macam nak mati...

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