esok p KL~~

Yay! akhirnya percutian yg dinantikan! saya mahuberjoli habis-habisan disana.... xsangka, ada hikmah p awal kat kc..... 2hb ada MGG aidilfitri... (makan free~) 3hb plak p Little Korea~ yay! dah lama sgt x p... serius rindu... harap2 bleh beli souvenir kat siti n popo... hehehehe~ i will baudget around rm 50 just for that.... dulu x dak duit, sedih sungguh, skang ada duit skit, leh la adik2 aku merasa apa yng aku rasa... regarding what i feel, i asked my mom about it... usually mother instincts is the best! but she said nothing bad would happen to us... but when i bring up the old lady's name... she had this loooong pause... i suspect what i feel is true... this will get ugly on the 12th..... but perhaps she just doent want to worry me.... honestly, i really long to be with my family, my main family in our house only. no other addition... so that whenever we want to go for a vacation or just a night out, we can simply shut the door and blah! but that doesnt happened since i was borne... whatever we would like to do must go thorugh the 'kastam' and make sure that she is well cared then only we could leave this house, which always ended p leaving someone behind.... i really wish that one time we all could go somewhere without having someone to stay n jaga the 'Kastam".... oh my life....i am sorry for being this selfish!

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