why?

why?
my eyes are extremely heavy
i am tired
but why?
i can't sleep....
the thought of convo
which is near approaching
is it really the end?
i would no longer be there....

why?
this is bothering me
i dont know why
i cant stop thinking
worrying
regretting?
why?

i wish i know
why is it disturbing my heart
my mind
why do i feel sad upon this upcoming event???
why on earth i worried so much over nothing???????????

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