Manusia Berubah,.........

after so long, i finally get to meet S... to me she still the same, her smile, her face, her size (hehehe...^_^)... but one thing for sure, she is now more matured, calm, cool, n rationale.... as i watch her back while she's sleeping, i realize that that is the back of a strong woman... sturdy and not easily trampled anymore.... she has faced things that, if i were to be at that place, i would end up hanging myself... but she made it! calmly.... that is the ultimate change of her... and i am envious of that.... i too want to be mature.... for once, i really hope that i can faced a problem like she did... using brain instead of mouth n heart~ but i just cant.... i always act using my mouth and that is one thing that i want to change about myself.... but maybe i am a person where changes are really hard to come by... i guess that's just plain me...

and dear, if u happened to read this, when i said that u r not *toink2* anymore, doesn't mean that u r not funny anymore... it means that ur childishness has gone.... and i am quite happy to say that i like the 'u' now... one day i too want to be like u... (*ni jeles tau... hehe...) i will always pray to ALLAH that He will continuously give u courage and blessing to finish your master successfully and May Your dream to ...................... will be granted!!! Amin......

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  1. su natashaOctober 4, 2010 at 1:40 PM

    Hahahahhahahaa.... you touch my heart.. feel like crying..dem laa u..hahaha... lots of lurve!!

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